Childhood Innocence!

Dancing around the yard in a pretty little white dress; years before I realized that I am a mess; before I even started to head face first into disaster. How much I wish I could go back and be her again, playing so innocently, dancing in the middle of the rain, living her life, and not in vain. But that part of me is gone, and now the memories begin to fade; the child that was once me begins to drift away before my eyes; and now I have to let her go, let her go and fade away.

Shutting my eyes, pretending that this part of me hasn’t crumbled away and died. Shutting my eyes, pretending she was me again, ignoring the whispers the world gives to me, to forget these childhood dreams, “they only wanna make you bleed in the end…” but we all can’t just sit here and pretend, that everything in this world is fine, when everyone has pain that continues to resides; Innocence can never last forever; intertwined with death so perfectly together, but this secret part of me, the part of me that secretly bleeds when no one is around, wants to keep these childhood dreams, the little girl who I used to be… the childhood innocence that we all lost…

Memories and dust is all I can ever see in this empty room; drowning inside myself and my open wounds; remembering those days, when there never really was such as thing as heartbreak and pain; running around for hours, never fading away, but now the world seems so dark; people always trying to reach out and break your perfect innocent heart; slowly unwinding and falling apart. And don’t you tell me that you don’t remember; those cold, lonely December and Jan, those days when we run around for hours, laying in a field of broken flowers; because you knew it was true, all I needed back then was you.. But now its beginning to flicker and die, the candle fading right before my very eyes…

Shutting my eyes, pretending that this part of me hasn’t crumbled away and died. Shutting my eyes, pretending she was me again, ignoring the whispers the world gives to me, to forget these childhood dreams, “they only wanna make you bleed in the end…” but we all can’t just sit here and pretend, that everything in this world is fine, when everyone has pain that continues to resides; Innocence can never last forever; intertwined with death so perfectly together, but this secret part of me, the part of me that secretly bleeds when no one is around, wants to keep these childhood dreams, the little girl who I used to be… the childhood innocence that we all lost…

Look through the eyes of a child again; pretend that this world isn’t living and indulging themselves in vain; smile and dance in the rain; go back to that place where you were once free, those days when you were still with me; but now all I seem to do, is sit here and bleed, remembering these broken memories, laying on top of bleeding and suicidal dreams, whatever happened to you and me; pretending that we were meant to be, holding hands, our fingers intertwined with each other; now forever and childhood seems so long ago, and now I must forget and let go now… (Forget and let go now… before the world hurts me...)

Shutting my eyes, pretending that this part of me hasn’t crumbled away and died. Shutting my eyes, pretending she was me again, ignoring the whispers the world gives to me, to forget these childhood dreams, “they only wanna make you bleed in the end…” but we all can’t just sit here and pretend, that everything in this world is fine, when everyone has pain that resides; Innocence can never last forever; intertwined with death so perfectly together, but this secret part of me, the part of me that secretly bleeds when no one is around, wants to keep these childhood dreams, the little girl who I used to be… the childhood innocence that we all lost…

- Bunny!